The tides of change.

It has been a while. I guess because last time, I was going through a huge turmoil within my emotional life. I was going through so many things that were distracting to the one element of what is actually important to me, myself. I allowed the concepts of what society thinks is structured and normal to place me in a box. Being a creature of expansion and exploration, I have never allowed such things to truly define who and what I am.

I think I have just reached a point in my life, that I know that I am meant for great things. I am meant to do something with a lot of meaning in it. I'm still just trying to figure out that great thing. I am still trying to understand what it is that I am meant to do. Most people will tell you to "figure it out." They go off of what their parents have told them. The traditional concepts of get a job, go to college, graduate college, get another job, get married, have kids, and die.

I just do not see myself in that traditional mold at all. I truly never have fit into any mold society has tried to place me in. I have spent far too much time exploring who I am as a person and experiencing new things that I just didn't bother worrying about what other people have. Funny thing is, I spent so much of my own life fighting against a system that never fully accepted me in the first place. I had no choice but to define my own identity within a world that never respected me from since birth.

I had to give myself respect before the rest of the world followed suit. I had to give myself love and appreciation before the rest of the world followed suit with that as well. I had to understand that I am my own value of things and vibration before the world valued what it was that I was doing.

You know what, I'm going to keep exploring and keep having fun, because being happy is exactly where it is at.

The Wavelength