The need for change

I don't know about other people, but I feel like if my life is not evolving in some form every year, that I'm doing something wrong. I may not know exactly what is the right career for me, or what is the right direction for me to go in obtaining it. I do know however, I do not want to work in food or retail ever again. Food industry jobs are underpaying, overworking exhaust mule jobs that are thankless and meaningless. Retail jobs, are mosh pits of data driven drones over inflating "customer experiences" with pointless "add on sales" and stupid surveys.

Q, you are an artist dammit. That is what I had to tell myself. I love to draw, to write, to express, to feel. I love being able to create something with my own hands. I love being able to have deep meaningful conversations about creativity as a process. Alas, it seems I live in a world filled with a lot of "watchers and followers" and not enough leaders and doers. A lot of the fitness industry is so filled with jocks that only do what the next jock is doing. Instagram account, put in stolen philosophical quotes, show some skin, and say cheese! Pointless, all of it.

We live in a time where the world is desperate to gain a leader. An icon of a sort to show us the new direction to go in. Someone who can change the very fabric of reality and perception and move the world into a new age. I know for a fact that there are quite a few people looking at this very page, and not one of them has spoken to me directly about this content. And that is what I am talking about. People claim to want a connection, they have access to technology to give them a connection, and yet here is a person giving you a FREE INVITE to talk to him and no one will say a single word.

This is what is wrong with the current perception. This is what is wrong with an era of desperate housewives, basketball wives, kardashians, and love and hip hop stars. Everyone is looking to be the next big hit, and yet no one is willing to actually express their soul in so doing. I will start a new movement then. I will create on a new level to push my boundaries and make the world gag. I feel that it is time and that what I am seeing now needs to be changed. It is my own life that is an inspiration to so many others and yet, so few truly deep connections I've made in this world thus far.

I will change all of this within a matter of weeks.

Q