I want to love you

I want to love you. All of you to the very core. I want to love who you are, who you were, and why you are. I want to love the cells of your body and the spirit that drives each of them. I want to feel you in my soul and myself in your soul. I want you to know how hard I love. How passionate I feel is it's own gift. I love to the point of utter loyalty. I love you so much that it feels like the universe itself will stop if I do. As the rain comes falling down gently, know that those are my tears falling from me for your absence.  The cool air that follows is my gentle whisper of missed memories I wanted to have with you.

You see past my armor. You see past my powers. You see me for who I am and you are not afraid. You understand who I am. You feel the love, and the divinity. You cherish the moment and take refuge in my soul. I house you for what you are. I don't judge you, I warm you. I don't speak as I feel your very presence. The entire world feels brand new with each new moment that you are in it with me. I can feel your very air as it circles my mind. So much you want to say, but you don't. So much you get to know now that you are close to me. And for some strange reason, it all feels natural.

From our phone conversations, you and I talk for hours on end. You never want to leave the moment. An eternity in one conversation, this is the drug you've wanted since forever. I make you high, I take you away, and I nourish you at the same time. It goes beyond your expectations, and it invigorates you how easy it is to be near me. You don't let me bother you, but instead can't wait to get near me and I let you every time. This is the eternity you wanted. This is the eternity I wanted.

This is what it feels like, so filled with power, and love, and understanding. The Euphoria is wondrous, and it never ends as all the knowledge you wanted is at your finger tips. Just the feeling itself is beyond your concept of reality. Is this real? Is this what you wanted? Well, at this point, does it even matter? This is the roller coaster that you didn't want to end. And when you wake up, you wonder, was all of this a dream? What is he? What is Sealy?